THE TRUTH IS !!

What makes you plan for things ? Things that you really wanna do in your life time , things that you want to achieve anyhow , things that you crave for ? Hopes and desires ! It’s always hopes which makes us feel alive , expectations, all the ‘maybe’s’ and ‘if We could’s’. But somewhere deep some in our hearts we all, every one of us know that , that the truth is we can only control our thoughts, our priorities, our way of thinking, but not the future , and that’s true ,yet we plan to meet someone on a perticular date on a fixed time , we plan to speak to somebody share our feelings with somebody by and by but we again know it deep down that , that the truth is death can arrive at any point of time, and that’s again true, we don’t even have our own lives in our hand, because again the truth is we were not born with our wish , we love our families the most but the truth is we had no options to choose,we chose friends and many betrayed but whom we didn’t choose have remained there always , and that’s the truth,isn’t it true that we are inspired by people we haven’t even met yet? Then how? How does truth match with our illusions? With the way we want life to be ? But again it’s true that our illusions our hopes make us feel happy and even if we know that it’s just what may or may not happen but yet it makes us feel happy thinking about it , and happiness is the only thing one wants in life , and each person has different way of finding happiness , some can be happy with little things , some want a lot to be happy and that’s perfectly okay.Because all you need is to be happy and you need to care about what makes you happy and that’s the life’s real truth, every body wants to be happy in every other way , …..but but again ….is life just made up of happiness ? Or it’s just our mind looking for something that does not even exist ?…. how can our life’s be a HAPPILY EVER AFTER LIFE ? And we all know this , we all know that it can’t , it can not happen ever , that nothing in the world is permanent neither happiness nor sadness , than why can’t we just stop looking for happiness and start living happy in every situation that’s comes to us , why can’t we start living happy in every moment? This can happen , and this is truth , it truly can happen. So stop just looking for happiness and start,….start living happy・◡・

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memories 

Balancing the switches between on and off, I squeezed my lips around a lollipop!

When wall was my canvas , and cooking my favorite task !

When career planing and working hard seemed like a dream, what seemed real was princess, witches,and queens !

When one cut bleed seemed like death , horror stories and imaginary ghosts were no less! 

When school bags were our third hand and lunch boxes our gift , when from our big cemented house to a creative sheet room we would shift !

When we used to hang upside down on a monkey bar ,when happiness was winning a race of toy cars !

From writing on black boards to fighting for swings, we would just wait for the last bell to ring !

Closing the fridge as slowly as we could, to see the lights turning off, for long we stood!

When we used to climb the slide from the wrong side ,when daddy was our best horse ride!

Sometimes, when we were upset and we felt low , our imaginary frinds would make our mood glow!

When we had three pair of school , dance and P.T shoe,when our hands used to stay busy peeling off the glue !

When sollowing the seed would give us a terror of a monster tree,while sliding down the stair hand rail we were all free !

When baskets and shelfs were filled with toys,pink for girls and blue for boys!

With all these funny memories that I miss, now I realsie, my answer to the question of ‘what do you want to become’ was I AGAIN WANNA BECOME A KID 



endless desires 


Up in the sky with endless desire 

I wanna fly higher and higher 

Carrying all the prayers in my hand 

Which were once lost in the sand 

Finally accepting that the world is conceding 

And believing that all the false is hiding 

Ill choose to walk on the right path 

With hopes and courage filled in my heart 

With my hand held high with proud 

‘i promise to reach my goal ‘ill shout out loud 

With all the strength and concentration 

Ill take the first step towards my destination 

Ill have the courage to accept the truth 

Knowing that the highway of life is not smooth 

I won’t stop in the middle of my way 

Cause the end of the world would not come that day 

I may get hurt by many pebbles and stones 

But the wounds would not make me perfectly grown 

People will come and go , as if, a flash 

But my goal of life would not be the ash !

Keep on going

Darkness was all over the way ,

It seemed that everything was fading away !!

She stood on the middle of the road,

Carring a bagpack which was heavily load !!

She looked around helplessly ,

And gave up putting her bag down hopelessly !!

She had lost the charm of her face ,

Now, she had no strength to complete the race !!

She thought that she had no option to choose ,

She believed that she was meant to lose !!

She had no support ,no family ,no friend,

It was time for her to end !!

She was overwhelmed with sadness ,cry and fear ,

Her eyes were swoollen and filled with tear !!

She called out for help with a gravelly voice,

But she could hear no din ,no sound , no noise !!

 She was hurt…cursed ,she needed aid ,

For what she had done ;she badly paid !!

Then after all !! , she gathered up the strength to keep on going ,

To face the truth, what life was showing !!